I got legit hit on yesterday.  It was so legit, I actually realized it was happening.  Usually I don’t pick up on such things because I assume the person is just being as nice as I am.  Although it was flattering and made me laugh, it also made me super lonely cause in that moment, all I wanted to do was go out on a date with someone who wanted to be with me.  I miss that a lot.  I miss the companionship and knowing that you both were exactly where you wanted to be.  

Since I won’t have a date for the foreseeable future, I’ve decided to learn to take myself out and have fun.  It starts tonight with drinks, live music and a determination to not be so frustrated about this long distance relationship. 

Yeah I know.  Unlikely.